new year!!

nk wat pe new year ni ek

hidup skrg ni agak busy, new year or not does not change anything"my works"

but still want to have new "azam" for this new year..

pe ek...

*of course nk yg baik2 je thn ni
aku nk jd lbh independent then before
nk b'kerje dgn sbnyk org yg blh- be more professional
as what i always said to myself: b'jalan d jln sendiri n dont care what people want 2 say
try my best to increase my cgpa this sem (dont look at others' result)-be truly yourself
now my perception about being a teacher is very clear so i want to increase my self-motivation
friends: want to know new people-appreciate the present friends in my pray-
jd lbh matang coz i'm already 20years 2months
want to have my own space, dont want to be disturbed by silly things
i fell suffocated if feel myself weak-"that's the reason why i walk faster

2 je r coretan thn ni..nk edit blog phonology plak

i love this one

the poem that has been kept by me for sometimes:

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. i do not sleep

I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow

I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle autumn rain

When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quite birds in circle flight
I am the soft star that shine at night

Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die

it's good to discover sth!!

18 dec 2009 , university sport carnival 09 iium (usc), female sport complex,
it's ok, it's alright, go SAFIYYAH, fight fight fight!!!

so satisfied!!
even though we lost this game we had a very good day together!!
girls! you guys are so hot n gorgeous in game!!

moral: in life we should grab any chances, even that's a small chance.. u dont waste anything ok..
feel the life and forget everything that is troublesome..
now i know the way to forget sth that i dont want to be in my brain ,that is to make
yourself tired and exhausted :) i did it yeah!!!!

think bout it

what makes we beautiful?

as simple as we are muslim

proud to be a muslim

coz one day

if you can feel the "nikmat" of being a muslim

you will say... alhamdulillah
..
to all human being, have a minute of you time to think of yourselves as a muslim...

buku..baca..faham ke x lepas 2???

'it's good to read something"

novel:
it talks about the life of human being as a woman and a man
.. thru this we can understand each other better..
people sometimes cannot accept other people's idea because they are not in that particular situation..
if you used to read about other people's life, you might understand them.. in this life everybody is given a lot of opportunities and chances..
however, not everybody will get the same chances..
for example, a student will not feel annoy to 'pak guard' if he had been compounded.. the reason why students dont like 'pak guard' is just because they dont understand THAT "pak guard"
when we talk about donation, simple situation is when we see a beggar in the pedestrian area. sometimes it is too hard for us to give them 20cent . if we understand how hard their life or we are having empathy feeling we automatically give them a little money. in this case, even we are not as poor as them, at least we have a chance to know how a poor and a needy feels. of course, they dont want to ask for help all the time but they have to because there is no other choice.
..so, if we read about others life, we are slightly having that chances..
in simple words from me is we should say to ourselves "my life is not enough"

i'm 20 HaPpy BirTHdAy tO mYseLf

especially for me:-

My Way by Munira

As a blink of eye and a blown of wind,

I don't realize that I am in,

It was a step and now a stage,

I'm walking through all the ages,

With strength i stand,

With hopes i remain,

To walk all the way to find the real 'mean'...

= Stepping at the age of 20 is such a amazing feeling
Q: Why?
A: Don't know why
Maybe it's bcuz I'm moving to the 0ther stage 0f my life
20 means that you are no longer TEENager!!
OMG!!
However, it's the beginning of my adult life (young adult)
JUST want t0 recall back so called flash back, what i have done throughout my 20 years of life:
at the age of:
0: di alam roh
1: still a baby, my mum says everybody loved to hold me bcuz i was so chubby and cute huhu
dont get surprised that i was 4 kg when i was born
2: learnt how to walk and talk ...kut...
3: my little brother was born (muhammad najmi)
4: was a good sister to my adik..kut..
5: palying is everything
6: entered kindergarten : i dont know what i learnt there huhu
7: entered primary school : Sek.Keb.Perian
8: standard 2
9: standard 3
10: standard 4
11: standard 5
12: standard 6: sat for UPSR I got 3A 2B
13:entered secondary school: Sek.Men.Agama Pulau Tawar
14:form 2: finding the identity (until now still dont find huhu)
15:form 3: sat for PMR 4A 4B 1C
16: form 4: sat for SMA Pangkat 1 , 6 Agregat
17:form 5: sat for SPM 5A 4B
18:enrolled to CFSIIUM PJ: my 1st experience living in the hostel
19:enrolled to CFSIIUM NILAI: a lot of memories, it teaches lots about life -my cgpa was 3.2++
20:enrolled iIIUM GOMBAK: a new start of my matured life..the beginning of my future

that's all about my life so far...the next will be shared later...
my hopes: ALLAH always with me and give me strength to continue my long journey
I want to be a good caliph(insyaallah, trying to improve myself)

dh nk final!!!

i'll sit for the very first exam in gombak

how it gonna be??

hope it will be just fine..insyaallah

my preparation so far is not quite good ..huhu so so

i just finished doing note for edu.psych

want to concentrate more on methodology,since it has quite numbers of topic that will come out in the exam..

counseling is quite worried since dont really understand the subject, not too hard, just need a good critical thinking. (will read it again n again)

grammar is somehow interesting..very understood of the contents but when it comes to the exam, got stuck too!! so what ,i'm not grammarian either.

linguistic is quite ok since our lecture is so generous regarding the marks..may allah bless him with tremendous blessing..amin..

this is our final week of classes, so it needs lots of concentration since lecturer might give clues for the exam huhu..

anyway, to all my friends , best of lucks to everybody..not forgotten those who are in UDM, USIM, INSANIAH, POLI, so on and so fourth...(klu solat hajat jgn lupa doakn saya jugak ek...

reunion raya!! khas wat ex-SMAPT2002-2006

they are one of the memories of mine!!1

rauf, hazuan,nasrul,fahmi

moon,kiah,rin,mazwa,din

lan(ketua umum) bg duit raya!!

special pose by kiah n rin

the gentlemen: muhaimin.zizi,rauf,hazuan

gelang kenangan kami!!

hot story to be discussed!!

Aslah, Alia, Kiah!!..all pious women!! :p

all of the gorgeous!!

Razali,Azlan,Mazwa

mo0n n alia

friends make we alive and realize.

they come with no condition and sometimes go with thousand of reasons..

alhamdulilah, i found myself as the most lucky human in this world coz i have lots of generous friends around me.

making friends actually is not my "master".. the weakness of Munira

but i really appreciate those who are my "sahabat"

hard to show that i care about them but deep in my "kalbun" i just want them to be happy "here and hereafter"

the hardest part of me and maybe others also is to forbid people from doing unethical things

it is just in front of me. my words stop and the ideas freeze. just think that someone might not accept it as others .

everybody knows what is wrong and what is right.so?? why it still happens? does it so hard to understand since you are born as a muslim. yeah, easy said than done!! for certain people maybe it is something normal even it is not allowed in our ad-din..

by writiing this, does mean that i'm good just want to voice my voices.

the essence of me is "bad"..

searching for the hidayah...

thanks to all my friends....

pre reg!!!

kul 5 ptg hari jumaat 2 oct 2009
dpt add 16 credit hours je!!
kene wat manual r mcm ni
tension tol asyik workload je!!

kuih raya vs raya

ermmm..ishk2
penat2 kene wat kuih raya huhu
x sbr nk raya, mesti best
tp sedih coz kejap je bln ramadhan
so kene tunggu next year plak, 2 pun klu de umur yg panjang lg.amin..
b4 aku blk rmh hr 2 sempat lg solat tarawih kt masjid besar uia..seronok coz ramai org
aku g dgn mun but then mun g jmp cousin dia plak so aku solat sorang2
mlm 2 aku ajak mun n baby g air pancut dpn edu
kitaorg mkn2 burger n roti john sampai kul 11.45mlm
n borak2..bestnyer
yg x best aku bawa bnyk homework balik tp smpai hr ni 16sept aku x usik lg haha
farah asyik msg tny homwrk,rajin tol dia kn..knp r aku mls sgt huhu..i'll do it then,i'm searching for the mood hahaha

miss mc huhu

life is about finding and experiencing the experiences
i have given the opportunity being an emcee for quite an important event for BEDSA. felt quite happy and nervous on that time.i have prepared the script about 3 pages to be read on that day n i slept at almost 2 in the morning..
what happened that day??!!!
hahaha, the director didnt want to delay time so he started the dialogue by umul Kitab and monitoring the whole dialogue..
what i did on that day was JUST introduced the new BEDSA executive committee line up 2009/2010 and my job was over..
at the end of the event the director thanked to me for MONITORING THE EVENT huhuhu...
anyway still feel good since i got the chance to listen the dialogue between officers and bedsa line up
quite a precious chance huhuhu...

benl to tesl

now i'm no longer benl student
being a ben student was a very good opportunity to me
i learnt how to survive in the english environment
got to know a brief about english
i started from zero and now i got to know multiply,divide,minus and plus in english
hoping my new field will be alright
really need the support from everybody
last but not least
really2 miss my lecturers in cfs nilai
mdm mumtazah
mdm adlina
mdm syamimah
mdm adibah
all english lecturers
other who have taught me in matric

sisa2 hidup b4 furthering the journey!!!

there are bout 10 dayz more..

lots of things dont conplete juz yet

especially regarding the documents

physically over all is not ready yet

still dont feel enough to rest at home

mentally is much better since i'm quite feel excited to do what i used to do

a bit dizzy as many things to complete n need to do follow up..all those things make me so in 'dead'

dont know what else to write

got no idea

since evening makes me feel so sleepy, though!!

i have sumthing in mind to talk bout myself as what Mr.Sam has told me,sumthing more to philosophy ..juz hav no idea right now

lets talk bout BEN,TESL and COUNSELLING

which one is better then the other????

can i say i love all of it

interview 4 edu was not so bad but a bit i felt quite bad

dont know what actually i hav told to the interviewer,maybe it's hard to convince people that we are good, of course i'm not good as a good person supposed to be good. as i remembered what mr.sam told me that we need to say that we are good, but i dont really hav that strenght to say that. sounds that i dont hav selfesteem. juz being a confident person in certain extent but not all the time huhu

p/s: those who read my blog,you are welcome to comment my 'grammar' if there is error or you got anything to say

arrgh once again!!!!!!!!!!

anybody please respone!!!

help!!!!

show me the right path of filling up the online ptptn form

i got stuck with it!!!

how!!

i hav tried thousands times...

dont know what is the problem..

does anybody get the same prob like me??

my followers please respone??

arrrg!! bengang!!

can somebody help me to fill up online ptptn form????

arrrghhh

i have tried it several times OK!!

still can't


BTW..my contract as relief teacher is over

gonna miss my students

i love them all!!

see you again!!

wish you guys best of luck!!!

SPM,SMA & PMR..

hai..to nobody haha

see the title ' hi to nobody"

since nobody read my blog
i guess

i just want to express my feeling to my self hahaaha

what a boring day of living as a worker

to the certain extend me myself quite satisfied with what i'm doing just now
but then , of course as a human we never feel satisfied with what we have

let me tell myself what i have gone through today

early in the morning ,

as usual everyday i will wait for cikgu zaidi to open the door in the small rounded table in front of office after i punch my card
then i write the daily record teaching book..wait until the bell is ringing n go to the class...

those are the things that i will do everyday (monday -friday)

let me tell myself what i'm doing in the class..

ermmm..actually i used to be in the first class when i was in secondary school..form 1-5
the problem here is i not really used to other class's attitude towards teacher since i was not being there

of course first class is quite quite n pay attention more then other classes

so my obstacle here is i need to make myself familiar with the other classes
ermm i need to use different approch to teach those classes

sometimes when i'm teaching few students are having day dreaming n morning sleep

OMG!!!! can u feel what i feel poeple!!!!

i myself admit that i'm not a really good teacher but then i have tried my best to teach as effective as possible..

i let the students to judge me..

of course ..it's quite hard to hear the critique from other..but i try to open my ears as big as i can to listen it huhuhu

so far i haven't listen to it yet..

close that story.......

now is my feeling's turn ..
what do i feel about this school

school is school.. no discpline problem means no school
yeah right....

i have no idea why people are so hard to obey the rules..
it doesn't irk us..dont you..
of course human is not perfect but i dont think school's rules n regulation is not too hard to obey..student just need to wear the things that they supposed to wear n bring the things that they supposed to bring..as simple as that .... so what...

i dont know why they act in certain way????????

i did the presentation about discipline before..maybe fatin was right
people break the rules to make their life more creative...
what r creative they want in their life..I DONT KNOW ...

i do love my student ..i;m trying to love them haha
as what shahmi said he gave 'ilmu' n kasih sayang' to his kindergarden students huhuu

i try to help them to understand the subject not only to pass the exam but to give the way of life after they manage to pass the exam..
but students basically do not have clear prespection about their life
THAT IS THE PROBLEM..

need to stop now..to be continued

i'm an USTAZAH!!!!!!!!!!

Being an ustazah is not as simple as people might think...

try to preach people when you are not too pious is the worst thing i ever do in my life hahahah

but then, actually i do not really act as ustazah hahah...

i'm teaching form 2 3 4 n 5..

there are numerous faces n 'tabiat' r i hav 2 face EVERYDAY OK!!!!!..

a little curious why should i hav the intention 2 be the teacher one day even now i feel that it is

so hard to be the most noble people as the teacher is

it must be a reason why

i'll try to find out

perhaps one day i might find n discover

i'm searching it

talking bout students' perangai

those are so unexpected

they make me feel dead

my GOD

can u imagine people sleeping when u talking

it really gets into my nerves

what to do.. need to face until next month

i'm just about 2 weeks of teaching n my heart is quite 'burn' n my cikgu said 2 me that u only

teach for 2 weeks right now , can u see how 'berkulat' our hearts, teaching for several years

some ok,some keret,some blur n many more u might think

yeah ok r so far i'm still alive..thanks GOD!!!!

need 2 go..that's all from now!!!!

to be continued...............

BMW!!!

BMW exam is tomorrow!!!
i still have nothing in my mind!!!
i am so worried about it!!!
CAM isn't so good!!!
juz get half of it!!!(alhamdulilah) :p
i'm so worried i don't want to %&*%@#$*
hate it!!!

ermmmm :(

ermmm :(

ermm :(

erm :(

:p

final exam!!!

PLEAZZ PRAY FOR ME!!!!!!!

ISM2112 COMPUTER 1....24/2/2009


GRM2273 INTRO.TO ISLAMIC REVEALED KNOWLEDGE....27/2/2009

GHM2113 BASIC RESEARCH METHODS AND REPORT WRITHING....28/2/2009

ELM2253 READING AND ANALYTICAL THINKING:POETRY....3/3/2009

GSM2213 INTRO. TO CREATIVE AND CRITICAL THINKING....2/3/2009

ELM2263 INTRO. TO THE STUDY OF ENGLISH LANGUAGE....4/3/2009

maiya n ikin 1st balik!!!

ermm sad love story

after been almost a sem with them n now they are gone..(having their cuti sem r)
we all are crying today huhu like a baby.. especially atin hahaha
maiya n ikin are the very 1st of my roommates that already find their way back home for this sem as they only have 2 subjects..so do ira, but then for no valid reason , i dont know why, she still here until 4/3/2009..klu aku dh lama chaw :P

what i want to share here today is how a friend/s can change ourselves

ermmm

now , almost 2 years i'm staying in hostel. 1st time i entered cfsiium pj was in 2007 n moved to nilai n now this is my final sem here,,insyallah..amin

why i;m telling u this is how do i have changed from not knowing anything what is independent to know a bit the literal n technical meaning of it..
friends, environment n everything around us meke we become more understand ourselves and realize the wrong things that we dont realize..

sometimes, of course, to the certain extent, friends somehow come together with unpleasant feeling ..sometimes we myampah sakit ati n mcm2 lg but that is life..

:p stop now need to revise IRK,lusa exam

just silent...

this is about my not very first attempt to write poem.....
i love to learn literature,
i do..
of course..
but then i love linguistic more...
huhu..

enjoy my poem guys!!!

just a silent love..
see it as it is not clear..
find it as it never exists..
love it as it never there..

to the world you may be a person..
but to the person like me..
you may be my world..
that is made for me..

love is like a piece of glass..
if i hold it tight, it breaks..
if i hold it loose, it falls..
i don't want to dream you too tight...
as i don't want you to fall out from my soul...

i'm going to.....

alhamdulilah i have successfully done online registration huhu
all i need to do is pass all subjects here and continue my journey in Gombak
new azam in gmbk are wake up early, more diligent to study and being hardworking...

eeee takut r plak final exam ni!!!!

Ya Allah please help me!!

back to hostel after...

i went back to pahang last jumaat.. i arrived at 10pm ..my abah n adik waited me in termerloh terminal...then i entered ' the store' b4 it closed after a few minutes to buy 'important things'....the next day i went to hospital to see my mak ...she was quite suffering after the 'ubat bius's finished..it is really painful after having operation indeed,..thnks god after the 2nd day she's quite well...the 2nd night was my turn to look after her at night...that was my first experience staying at hospital for the whole night.quite scary huhu..but not really..i was chatting with the busy nurses there..looking them working... i discoverd somthing interesting...guess what...i found the very big 'cop' and 'book' in the counter, they'r using it to record patients' data... quite interesting..actually it is not easy to be a nurse, need a lot of patient or not patients will die huhu..today after i went to nilai by metro bus my mum's allowed to go home n recuperate at home

my mak

i called abah at 9 , he said that my mak just entering operation room... i went to class as usual at 10 and having poem recitation presentation..i wasnt doing it well,i guess..then sent homework to mdm shamimah room..went back to hostel with ennie while eating ice cream...
waited for kak z went back to hostel with keropok and fish ball..ate...i sms-ed kak long regarding my mak n she said that mak still in operation room..i waited for her next sms..at 3 she replied that my mak's operation was over and she n abah n adik went to mak cu's house...i went out from hostel at 4 with annie n my tiket is at 8pm...hope everything is okay ..coz so many unexpected things happen that day....i didnt bring any book along coz i knew that i wont read it even i hav quiz on tuesday..will see what will happen...last word, thank god alhamdulilah.....

today's life

nothing interesting today..

went to class at 10 for cct n linguistic..fun..
comp class at 2,i thought there will be quiz but thanks god there wasnt quiz
... i laughed at GG coz she's lost while doing calc hahahah..serve her right..here i want to tell the world that GG didnt off her shoe in lab today..after class is over she realized that she didnt off her shoe and we laughed ...i hav submitted my 2nd assignment for comp..

bdk A1-2 CFS IIUM (MUSA)

Kpd korang2 semua..ape case bising2 sbb aku x tulis name korg kt blog cute aku ni…ni skrg aku nk tulis r ni…

katil pertama sekali PUTRI NUR yg bakal g turki, gud luck ye,jgn lupa bawa balik pasir ke batu ke dr gunung 2 nnt yerk

Kpd korang2 semua..ape case bising2 sbb aku x tulis name korg kt blog cute aku ni…ni skrg aku nk tulis r ni…

next atas katil aku..kak mira, klu rasa tido x nk gune bantal,jgn segan2 bg kt sy yerk…

sebelah katil aku…sitimun@moona shahirah…org yg dh bersama ku selama 3 sem kt nilai ni,dh aku anggap sbg nenek angkat…

atas katil moon,bdk junior br msk name nyer maiya..orgnyer baik,aku suke suruh die buang polistrine haha…

sebelah katil moon,kak mimi..pun dh 3 sem dgn aku..dh aku anggap sbg tok yang angkat..org yg suke ttinggal kunci loker dlm loker yg dh tkunci,n aku dh hmpir mwarisi tabiatnyer…

atas katil kak mimi bdk junior name ikin..bkn ikin mawi ye..klu mandi berjam2 so dh ade org pecah record aku r skrg ni dlm bilik ni

next katil is my baby..ni pun dh 3 sem tengok muke aku ….makan dgn penuh tertib..comel..

atas katilnyer bdk junior namenyer putri..die ni suke tengok cite korea and kuat mkn,klu die x mkn die x blh bangun hahaah..

next is zara,die pun dh 3 sem ddk dgn aku..pendiam orgnyer,suke lawan main games dgn aku..yg penting main nature park aku mng..n chess die mng tp aku bg chance sebenrnyer..kiteorg suke sudoku

next pulak is b or rabeah hahaah…aku panggil die sekeping then die panggil aku 2 keping setengah..die ni nk khawin dgn pilot hahah..

atas katil b is ana, bz sgt orgnyer,biasa r nk mooting sem ni..study hard..suke bawa blk mknn dr rumah bnyk2 ,2 yg aku suke 2,ank sedara dia name syamil,comel sgt,aku suke..

then kak z,dh 3 sem kak z tengok muke aku,kak z ni baik sgt ,lemah lembut orgnyer…

next is atin…orgnyer comel, dulu die suke pinjam bangku aku ,skrg dh de bangku sendiri then aku plak pinjam bangku die,skrg ni tngh ddk atas bangku die r ni..hahah

last sekali kt pintu is kak sima, org nyer lemah lembut jg,suke shopping ..mase aku tulis bende ni die tngh deman,sian kak sima,semoga cpt sembuh

thats all..lps ni jgn nk bising2 aku x letak name korg dlm ni..

geram+menyampah+sakit hati

can i hav permission to release my tension and stress here… please let me story tis..

aku geram r sgt dgn comment yg dia anta kt org ni..

geram nyer!!!!!!!!!!

th x aku geram

myampah

sakit hati…

dia 2 x th ke yg #%*%@^*

mmg pun x th @#^*)%%

ni yg aku nk bg th $&(^##@

tolong r ambil th!!!!!!!!

bengang tau bila @^*%#$* tp @%&*)

oiiwwwww!!! please r open your eyes..i know you dont blind but make your eyes become bigger r..

only certain people can understand this msg….

Filed in January 27th, 2009

continue

hi..i’m back..

actual i want to continue my expression work about my core courses..

but then i think those are so many thing to tell r..

here i have something to share..

ermm..lately i’m seem like fallen in love with….

linguistic!!!!

hhahah..i’m so excited to learn it..i do not feel sleepy even that’s 3hours linguistic class today..

i found that linguistic is qiute similar with math..as i love math so much..i miss my math …

insyallah in gombak i want to further my study in education..so if i’m not accepted to join that course, i’ll proceed in linguistic..i hope i can do it well in any field that i belong..

i really need pray or doa from all of u people..

i know that i’m not really good as others but then i think i’m trying to be as comfortable as possible..

i dont mind what people think or say..all i need to know are i love myself and i’m comfortable to be myself…

im trying to do the best for everything based on my abilities..and trying to improve it day by day…

so i really need people who can say something about me, correct, and help me thats all…

i love to be asked and asking…

Filed in muni January 21st, 2009

life as graduting student

ermm quite busy…

i’m taking 6 core courses…

this is a very challenging semester..

1st i want to talk, express my felling about all my core courses for this sem whether i’m fallen in love with it or not…huhu

poetry..it’s happening to learn, similar to drama..i have to do critical analysis essays, but then i got juz quite ok r for their marks..still greatful huhu…move to the quizzes ermm 1st quiz ok r quite easy, crossword..2nd quiz was word maze,but i have done ***pid coz i didnt write the answer in the blank juz circled the words oh my god!! thats way i got ciput..quite benggang r,but still greatful..for me everything should be greatful..huhu..agak r…..move on to the midterm…the question not really big numbers only 2 sections, word maze and extracts overall ok r alhamdulilah…actually learn poetry or drama teaches me a bit about life, feeling, and why people act in the certain way..i quite disagree when people keep asking ben students why u learn this and that ‘poetry/drama’..me myself believe that there is no wrong,coz it makes u better understanding about yourself and people around you..so what..learn it 1st then feel it..huhu by the way we are always encouraged to put islamic perspective in it, maybe this is iium kut huhu..overall I LOVE IT….

actually i want to continue about my expression but then i have to continue doing literature review, tuesday i have to submit it ok.god please give me hidayah to do it….continue next time…

january the 18th